when you wear something nice inside and outside for an originally dinner+movie date; which then turns into walking around the entire shopping complex arguing about food choices because your date hates the crowd (although common sense prevails that at such timing and on such day, there WILL inevitably be crowd and that by now he should have gotten used it!); and missing the movie ‘cause of the same reason(s) (crowd), and having a mediocre meal at a restaurant because you can’t eat your favorite dishes, and when you’re finishing up he rushes you off, and always interrupts your bites while you’re chewing so it’s hard to taste the food; then end up with super diluted drink; and then after dinner he goes for a smoke, you stand there and choke; and then he tells you that right before he met you his boss told him he had an e-mail to read and follow up on. so your d&d becomes eat+choke and go home.
and every time you express your displeasure he brings up all the times you expressed displeasure in the things he does.
sometimes i don’t think i am the problem (as per his perspective); i think he should change his ways or go home.
Two conflicting feelings;
i) Falling in love, and having lost; Wishing to have never loved.
ii) And never falling in love; but wishing for that one prince who will sweep you off your feet, and never let you fall.
alaska makes my heart stop.
oh wait i already made a post like this.